Who was there???

Today afternoon i went to sleep around 2'o clock. I had thought to sleep till 4:00 pm, so that i will have enough time after i get up to finish some of the pending works before i leave tomorrow for Hyderabad. As such i don't sleep in the afternoon's ...but, now all my neighbour's are gone home for holidays...and so i don't find anything to do...than sleep in the afternoon.

But, i got up at 3:30 pm itself. As soon as i got up, i found myself lying on the floor in my friend's room. His computer was besides me kept on a raised platform....and it was slowly falling towards me....and soon the monitor was resting on one of my soldiers, pushing me down. Still asleep i felt it and asked my friend to take his computer from my side, otherwise it may break. But, he was laughing and was in a mood to pain me. He told me to go to sleep....and started laughing. Annoyed by him...i said even if it falls nothing is going to happen to me...only his computer may break. Well, i tried my best, but could not sleep...and was again woken up in few minutes. I was pained. But, this time again i felt someone pushing me to the floor as soon as i opened my eyes.....it was not my friend, because the voice was different...my eyes were getting heavier...as if someone was trying to shut my eyes with both hands. Still with my eyes closed....i tried to get up... But, this time i found two persons sitting on both sides of me....pushing my down...with their legs crossed with mine. Someone was pushing my head down. My eyes got heavier in few seconds...and i became unconcious.

Hardly after few seconds, my eyes opened again. But, as soon as i opened my eyes...they pushed my hands to the floor...and my head too,,, with their hands on my eyes... The grip was very heavy....i could not see who they were. Whomever it would have been, they didn't want me to get up. I don't know the reason behind that. I tried to push myself up suddenly to overcome their force. But, always failed...after few tries...maybe they came to know that ...now its not possible to send me back to sleep. And suddenly the force was gone. I sat up immediately....i was on the floor....but in my room. I turned around with my eyes still half shut to see what was happening. But, no one was there...the doors and windows were still locked. It took me some time.....before i got up from the floor.

I didn't understand what was happening? Who was there? But, am sure that it was not a dream...because inbetween, my eyes opened for a number of times..and i am still able to feel that force. The only thing i can relate to this incidence is that yesterday, sometime after mid-night i came across a picture of a ghost on internet and has put that in my Orkut photo album..saying that its my best friend...and that photo is still there in my album when i am writing this. After getting up I found red marks on my skin, on my arms and around my chest......something like ...that is formed only after hitting the skin. I dont have any rational explanation for it. ....and nor do i believe in any supernatural power or ghosts.

My Dear Brother!

Someone who takes
the time to ask me
how things are going,
whether I am taking care
of myself, if there’s anything I need….

Someone who,
through all of my life
has made me feel
special and loved,
cherished, even when
I was being
mercilessly teased!

Someone who
makes me laugh,
encourages my efforts,
sensibly stands
in my way if I am
in danger of taking
a wrong path……

Someone who by his
sheer strength of will
has shown me the power of determination….
I know I don’t often
show you how I feel
or even tell you
how much you mean to me

Guess now’s a good time,
on the day of your birthday,
to tell you-
thank you for
all you’ve done for me,
thank you for all
you’ve been to me…..
my dear brother!

My Shers

my feeble attempt at Shayari
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batana hai kathiN, bataoON kaise
bhula sakta naheiN, bhulaoON kaise
na milte tum, na ye gum ka aalam hota
ek gum he to hai hamare paas
is gum ko bhi, bhulaoON kaise

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Jitna kareeb jata hoon, utni he doori badh rahi hai
Khud ko jitna sambhalta hoon, khalish utni he badh rahi hai
Jitna bhulata hun use, uski yadein utni badh rahein hai
Jitna kareeb jata hoon, utni he doori badh rahi hai

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kaun kahta hai, ki hum peete naheiN..!
tere gum, ke aansooN, kisi sharaab se kam naheiN..!!
nasha to hota hai, sharaab meiN bhi..!
magar, tere gum ka nasha, koi kam naheiN..!

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koi sikhe, to unse sikhe..
nigah-e-jabaan kise kahte hain..!

koi sikhe, to unse sikhe..
sharmana kise kahte hain..!

koi sikhe, to unse sikhe..
nazrein jhukana kise kahte hain..!

koi sikhe, to unse sikhe..
katl-e-jamana kise kahte hain..!

INTRODUCTION

Welcome to my blog!!

You may find it odd that the introduction is here, instead of the beginning. Yup, it is! But, when i wrote my first blog, i did'nt knew that i will continue it for long. I joined blogging so that i can complete my story( the first blog) instead of leaving it in the middle. It gave me a purpose to complete it...and now....with the same purpose, to write down my ideas and thought, i will continue to do so.

Enjoy!!
Prem

The Word That Never Existed

Was it today? yesterday?...or the day before that? Well, i don't remember. Maybe i have started to forget things. Yes, i have started to forget things.

There was a time, when i was very proud of my memory. Once i remembered a thing, i never forgot that. Be it anyone, my friends or family, i always boasted about it in front of them whenever i got the chance.

But, i am not sure if i still posses that ability. These day's have started to forget even very minute things around me, as if i never knew it. It was when i was typing something last time, i got confused over the spelling of a particular word. I tried to recollect it.....i knew that word very well....i had used it a number of times. But, this time i dont know what happened? Though it was late in the night and i was very tired, i got up from my chair, and got the dictionary from the shelf in the corner of my room. I tried looking for the word. At the same time i was feeling silly as i was looking for such a simple word. I turned the pages...But, the word was not there. I looked up again..how was that possible?..but couldnt find it. There was no such word in the
dictionary. I know its not true. I know, the word exists.

Again, today, i looked for it in the dictionary, but could not find it. I know its not true. I know its a dream. I will look for it again tomorrow....and day after tomorrow, till i find it. I know its not true. I know its just a dream.

"ek rukaa hua faisla"

"ek ruka hua faisla", a 1985 hindi movie. I saw it today and found it amazing. So, i thought i will post a small blog on it.

Its a movie shot in a single room, and has 13 characters. The story goes like this: a panel of jury members(12 members, the 13th character is the chaukidar) have collected in a room to decide wheather a boy who has killed his father is guilty or not? Untill a decision is reached no one can go out of the locked room, cant meet anyone else, and cant make or attend phone calls. A final decision is reached only when all the 12 members agree on one decision. Added to all that if they all cant agree on a single decision they will never be able to come out the room.

All the members are from different backgrounds. All the witnesses have proved that the boy is guilty, and the case is very strong against him. Initially, all agree that the boy is guilty, except our hero(i dont remember his name)...just because he was not convinced completely that the boy has killed his father. So, the discussion starts.....with amazing turns every moment. As you would have guessed by now what happened in the end, yes, our hero convinces everyone that the boy is not guilty....and the story ends.

I found this movie very interesting because it has shown that all the decisions we make about others are highly affected by our own good or bad experiences....and so were the jury's. When i saw it ...it was like i am watching a GD....how the hero changes all other minds by making them contradict themselves....it was great!

All the charactes are very strong, had captured their personal backgrounds effectively. Most importantly....you will never feel bored while watching it...as every moment something new and interesting builds up. A movie worth watching for all the old hindi movie buff's.

As usual i ended up writing a long blog though i thought to write it small.

enjoy!!