She cant hear me; nor can I kiss

10 years of pain....

....when I was in school, I was the poorest student in the class. She was the topper.

She didnt notice me.

I thought I have to study hard, and when I will be at par with her in studies, she will take notice of me. And then, I will tell her how much I love her.

I studied hard. I topped my school. I got into IIT. I got a good job. And when I thought, now I have achieved something and am in a better position to tell her what she is for me, I cannot find her.

She is lost; somewhere, in the past, behind the thick fog of time, and only her memories linger by my side...

I do see her on the roads she used to walk... only she cant hear me, nor can I touch or kiss her.